Thursday, September 13, 2001

This whole event has me rather shook up. I’m still not sure what to think, and I have to try to cope as best as possible with normal life to boot. It’s been hard, and I think I am finally catching up, being able to overcome my writer’s block (all I could think about was 9/11), and get my thoughts onto paper. I don’t even know if this counts as creative writing, but right now I really feel like I have to put this down somewhere.
I wonder why anyone could do such a thing… People say they had religious beliefs, but I would still think that the human conscience would step in and tug on people’s mind. This leads me to believe, now more than ever, that our morals are installed during upbringing, and just as people can’t be born with ideals, they can’t be born with hate, and loathing either. Someone is teaching these people from a very young age to hate. I feel that among everything else, that is the sadest thing of all. It brings me back to the Nazis, and long before that, the witch trials, and anti Pagan movements. And the list goes on, through the Romans prosecuting Christians, slavery in the USA, Bosnia and many others. It seems that the human race has a history of prosecuting and hating people for hardly any reason. It really is starting to affect my view on people as a whole…
I don’t know if we ever can attain a true peace. It seems that part of our very genetic make up has us desire for conflict, and when this desire builds up, war breaks out. The USA has had a war at LEAST every 30 years or so, and it changes the track of history, along with scientific advances, there is death and the changing of international orders, and politics. I hate to say so, but I think that we almost RELY on war. Our economics are in a downtrend right now, and according to patterns, a war would really improve things, although the quality of life might go down for a while.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not in favor of war, I know that I could never kill or hurt anyone, and I hate to think of what might happen. But unfortunately it seems that war is unavoidable, no matter how many people want peace, all it takes is a small disaster to change their minds.

posted by Een at 2:49 pm  

Tuesday, September 11, 2001

“In the City of God there will be a great thunder, Two brothers torn apart by Chaos, while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb” , “The third big war will begin when the big city is burning” – Nostradamus 1654

posted by Een at 8:14 am  

Tuesday, September 11, 2001

I can’t believe anyone would do such a thing… I’m really sad.. I need a hug….

We have just lost so many innocent people… Why? WHY THE FUCK WOULD ANYONE DO THAT???????????????????????

posted by Een at 7:50 am